its been a long(read long and i mean, really long) time since i last blogged..and it is showing up on my conscience(yes, i mean it..)..with so many people all round having started to blog and also, those who always blog asking me if i do plan to blog after all, it is pretty shameful if i dont grab this oppurtunity and prove a point or two to my critics.. i declare this to be the beginning of a new era in the history of the fart lair which shall ever remain etched in the annals of history(now dont ask me what this history written with..might be even pens filled with water).

as i write this, it feels like what one feels when school reopens after a long summer vacation..you are eager to get back to school, meet all your friends and ..wait, dont start imagining things on your own..i dint say eager to start studying..and that gives me a good topic to write about i guess..my acads..they have been going downlhill like water that rushes down the slopes of a mountain..the interesting fact is that atleast the river reaches a plain and stays level after that..but what about my acads? the slide started last sem and its been that way ever since..going down and down and down..is there a plain in sight? i hope that its above the 8 mark..seriously, i have never had such a bad time in my life..even the time of my accident was not so worse. i still cant understand whats happening to me..i know that i am not studying as much as i used to but then i just dont feel studying..its become such a boring thing to do..sitting in front of my comp in the comfort of my own room(unlike last sem when it was the comp room which eventually was agreed upon by everyone to be my second(or maybe even first) home) and just listening to songs and madly follow one link to another is so much more interesting..and playing around with different things on my ubuntu offers me endless hours of fun..whereas to sit in a single place and read even 2 pages of a book is so much more painful. i will accept that the comp has to have a fair share of blame in this scheme of things but i am sure that its not just the only thing thats responsible..it is my mindset that needs a sea change..that is just not happening :(

i guess i will leave this topic for now..if i keep talking, i will only be wasting more time..i will try to get back to my highly incomplete biochem notes and see what fundaes i can gather out of it for the C slot quiz on wednesday..